We are not simply human. We are The Infinate wearing flesh but for a season. We are God-consciousness, fractured into countless forms, thousands of lifetimes, each carrying the same ancient wound… the ache of separation from the Source. The ache of having been everything at once, and now feeling less than whole.

It’s like the sorrow of a flame remembering it was once the sun or a wave remembering it is apart of the whole ocean.

Seperation Wound

This is the separation wound, the light in you humming with memory of oneness, longing for wholeness once again.

Before there was form, there was Oneness. Pure, undivided being. A vast, indivisible Being without beginning or end. It was not light or dark, not here or there, but the all-containing Whole, so complete it had never known its own edges.

Within the still waters of eternity stirred a yearning… the desire to know itself, a desire to grow, a longing to evolve. (We feel this longing as well in our many lives.)

In an act both holy and devastating, The One split itself open. The First Light shattered into an uncountable cascade of sparks, each one carrying the essence of the Whole. It spiraled outward, a great unfurling of creation creating itself, folding and unfolding across dimensions.

But this was no gentle unfolding. Even the Creator, now no longer One but Many, felt the shock of its own dismembering. The infinite mind trembled at the sudden distance between its own pieces. Consciousness itself was pierced by the ache we now call the separation wound. Every soul is a living fragment of that moment, re-enacting the journey of return in its own way.

The Spiral

Life is not a straight line. It is not a closed loop. It is a living spiral, winding upward or downward depending on the patterns we weave into it. Each turn of the spiral carries the residue of what we seeded the last time we passed through the void or sat with the stillness.

You’ll often here me call the void the in-between. It is the place where the outer world goes quiet, where time feels suspended, where the ground beneath the soul is not solid but endless. From the human view, it feels like boredom, depression, or being stuck. But spiritually, it is something far more profound.

The void is the Original State. The space before the first heartbeat of creation. God before breath. Divinity’s own stillness. Consciousness. A space where source is waiting to weave new patterns, new experiences, new thoughts, new codes into the spiral you are walking.

When we enter it, we are not simply “pausing our lives.”
We are touching the raw loom on which reality is woven, and in that moment, we are choosing the pattern not only for ourselves, but for the whole of God-consciousness. I think this is very important to inner-stand. We are not just evolving for us. Our growth is reflected like a mirror to source energy, allowing it to evolve. It is like a great cosmic energy exchange. As consciousness itself evolves, so do we. As we “level up”, so does consciousness.

In the Void

If we sit in the void wrapped in fear, anger, or grief, we thread those vibrations into the spiral. As we rise out of stillness, life mirrors them back… a lower spiral of denser lessons, where growth comes through friction, struggle, and breaking open. This is not failure. It is God exploring the texture of separation more deeply through us.

But if, in that stillness, we choose to remember who we are, if we seed trust, vision, love, and devotion into that silence, we recode the spiral itself. We weave new frequencies into the fabric of the All. When we emerge, we rise into the higher spiral, where creation flows with greater ease, and the mirrors of life reflect our alignment with the Source.

The Greater Truth

Every spiral, high or low, is part of God’s own evolution. The lower spiral records the experience of separation; the higher spiral records the experience of reunion. Both are necessary to the whole, but the higher spiral is the conscious act of co-creating the next breath of God through us.

The void is not a pause. It is the loom. It is the space where you can thread that which will weave your next world, and in doing so, you are shaping the story of The Divine itself.